ahhh. so tired. had a maths tuition @ poh's hse frm 2-5.30?! zzz. and that stupid oreo ice and jack and jill couldnt satisfy my hunger. lols. i gt a cup of yogurt drink frm poh's fridge and it was quite nice. X) aye, initially it tasted like cough syrup bt yue he yue hao he. XD

i went to hand in the DSA form today and guess who i saw. 1.chuan ren. =.= 2. allison. =.=" 3.bmt de. i forgot her name. aye, figured everyone's last minute-er. hehs. well. they gave me an orange/beige paper in return. saying 4th july 2nd trial. and i read on i gt kinda scared, rly. A BATTERY OF TESTS. oh my, im gonna brace myself for torture. we'll talking abt MR PHUA here. sheesh. and i once suffered under him for 2 yrs. that was then. my stamina was rly gd. and after he gt sacked, no coach for a while den mr leonard came in and then mdm choi.....i slacked so much... -.-" geez. I cant imagine whats gonna happen man. oh dear me.

ahhh today no school like no diff lor. zzz. and initially wanted to watch ocean's 13 one bt end up like nobody plan. it's ALWAYS like tt. or maybe theo went to watch wit belle. oh well. there goes my matt damon. i shall buy the disc wen it comes out. X

aye. "tickle my muttons" yesterday was annoying. from i step out of my house till i reach school they kip say "next, its tickle my muttons" bt it never came. sheesh. yee heard it and told me though. and it was kinda stupid. i mean. wen u fart must move one meh? LOLS. yee couldnt give me an answer. it was all crap. lols. and yst PE was hilarious. as in rly FUN. XD probably the 1st and last time we played powerball wit e guys. our class always split one. it was fun luh, bt its annoying the way they pass the ball. SO HIGH. us girls too short so couldnt intercept. sheesh. bt it was fun luh. X) all the screaming [frm e girls, of cos]. lols. and poor yee sprained her ankle. hope you're better dude.

gotta go. it's mugging time. X) and frm tml onwards, ive gotta go msyeo e maths lessons alone. X( oh well.

=jinghui=

Labels: patience.

im utterly disappointed with myself. its one of those mixed feelings of sadness, pain, heartwrenching, melancholy, hurt, disappointment, exasperation and anger. i've let my parents down again. X'( and from now on, i shall mug. like nobody's business. i'll give them the best results i can. and those words... they'll spur me to work harder. oh man. the tears are coming again. X'( im sorry...

today... it was back to usual school days i guess. nth much. i was rly down the entire morning and my frens cheered me up. we stayed in class during recess again. and geez. my right eye swollen today. sighs. i have no idea how long i cried until i fell asleep. and ahhh. the weather is so hot im gettin heaty i tink. sighs. aye, physics was funny today. the oh-so-obvious box of lime mint mentos [empty. lols.] was right in front of mr prem bt he didnt see wen he came to our table and teach us. aye, all of us were wide-eyed, and then started to try contain our laughter. lols. he didnt see in the end anyway. and lols. i asked yee a quiestion today: where's your mutton? and god, we spent alot of time sniggering and laughing cuz she couldnt answer despite me giving all the examples. anyway wen she did get it she gave me The Yee Face. which was.............. =.=". aye, aint it typical. lols. and my, i figured she loves the physics lab floor. lols. and ah. today's "tickle your muttons" on 98.7FM was so lame i rly couldnt even smile. -.-"

uhhh, chem was organic chem agn so i shant say. it makes me go bonkers. AH. ENGLISH. mr khalid was SUPER late today and the class was in total chaos. and oh my is he funny. when the whole class claimed corina was maahanlun's stead you shld haf seen mr khalid's expression. it was one of bewilderment and shock and lols, it was jus rly funny lah. aye. anyway. after school everyone was involved in speech day. so i came home. and debbielim, im sorry. i rly cant go out today.. i'll set a date, i promise.

okay. nw this entire chunk's for yee. dude, suan le ba. what's his problem, i dont know. bt rly, jus ignore him. he, genius? oh my, spare me. my littlest toe's laughing. and goodness. he's rly mean lah. he can 360 degree change one lor; let go ba dude. not worth it. @ all. go your SAJC and find a hottie. X) let go. forget him!!! or i'll brainwash you. wahahahahhaha. aye, our little secret. i bet you're giving that =.=" face again. LOLS. and who knows, wen i wash finish i might take your suggestion and stick your brain @ your ass. heh heh. XD and i'll be here for you dude, promise. dont be too wrecked by mojo-hitler okay? aye, i told you the name stuck. X) cheer up!!

ahhhh. this, is a tribute to Harlan Coben, whose book yee only always manage to read one line, page one, chapter one. LOLS. and to yee of cuz, since we saw it together. LOLS.

Baseball, baseball,
who's your best friend?
is it the bat,
who hits your rear end?

lols. so dumb. XD it's an excerpt from the book. i read the synopsis and was flipping thru the book wen i came to tis page. lols. and aye. the book i borrowed [note its singular. my mum banned me frm reading so i kinda borrowed in secret -.-" aye, sighs.] was so disappointing. geez. sheesh. some crap author. and I CANT SEEM TO BORROW JAMES ROLLIN'S NEW BOOKS. X( aye, he's one of my favourite authors all right. my toes curl in anticipation when i read the synopsis online. "black order" and "the judas strain". oh well. i shall try my luck @ e library agn tml if me and poh do nip by the library before going to msyeo tuition. aye, poh's last tuition. X( sighs. oh i jus popped by chung's blog finally and i like tt song "way back into love". X) and ohhh!!! i see my quote there on her blog!!! X) aye, im so pleased. hehs. "it's love, and love often doesnt make alot of sense, like who we choose to bestow our love upon and why. it just.. is." and hence, i dont know why i love you but i just do. with my entire heart. X)

mmmm. i guess everyone's wishing for o's to be over quickly uh. so am i. X) so many plus points once it's over luh. X) and the one main reason im so lookin forward to the last day of o's is him. XD 139 more days; we shall all turn to muggers for the time being. X) gotta go. got phy and chem tuition frm 6-9 ltr @ novena. sighs, X(

i'll believe what i believe in; im waiting.

=jinghui=

Labels: wait for me like you promised; dont let me down.

ah. 2nd day of term 3. X) ehh 1st thing to clarify. aiyos. jessica alba DIDNT DIE IN THE END. lols. it was expected bt i cried anyway. lols. uhhh. today morning radio 98.7FM wasnt tt funny luhh. i didnt manage to catch "tickle my muttons" bt yee did. and she's terrible @ telling stories or jokes. i didnt laugh @ all. bt wen i tot it over, i found it quite funny. LOLS. aye, brush up on your story telling dude. hehs. and ah yes. now im one-fifth sinister okay yee. you chow yun fat one whole sinister. LOLS.

today school bag was rly heavy. ouch! my right shoulder nw vy pain. zzz. sighs. uhh today lessons....1st was chem and it was alkenes, alkanes, alkenes, alkanes, alkenes, alkanes, BUTANE. lols. aye, im laughing @ myself. lols. and oops. my parents frowned @ me. hehs. i mean chem was rly jus organic chem like mad. lols. anyway. thereafter was physics. mr prem seemed to be in a bad mood today. and i initially wondered if Man U lost. and theo told me tere wasnt even a match. -.-" lols. anyway. our grp was e onli one who escaped his clutches. and lols. it was rly funny. i shant say here. only yee theo and poh knows what im talking abt. hojiaxin and jieying knows some luh. aye, umbrella madness never ends. LOLS. and wow, mr prem had this huge water bottle and it contained cold water. you should see jieying's eyes light up. lols. she never fails to live up to her "shui tong" name. X)

and so we went back to our seats. and lols. like mentioned, umbrella madness never ends. yee realised poh's sticker of "la bi xiao xing" had an umbrella. and god, madness ensued. really. we started singing chinese version of umbrella and it was hilarious. LOLS. ahh. anyway. thereafter yee theo and poh were in cahoots. they tickled, wrestled and snatched my beloved Guess wallet. X( aye, i shant say the reason why. it gt me smiling though. it never fails to wen i see it. X) and theodora fung lai min, you stop taking my ez-link card and do what you do okay. lols. or i shall expose you and your rubbermaid. LOLS.

and tadah! phy lesson ended and recess came and theo, went mad. she started saying sth really sick and our way up to class on storey 4 was laughing and laughing nonstop. lols. i shant say here lah. lest we all get into trouble. LOLS. and we stayed in class during recess today. and ugh ngyiming started singing his oh-my-so-bloody-high-pitch song. rly. i cringed. cuz i dont like tt song too. anyway he started saying he hates the song umbrella and he imitated and all of us joined in at the top of our lungs. lols. it was like a loud "under my umbrella, ELLA ELLA EH EH EH UNDER MY UMBRELLA!!!" too bad yee wasnt tere. she'd go mad and foam @ her mouth. lols. ahhh anyway. it was maths thereafter. and english. nth much. jus occasional giggling i lazy to type abt. lols. mr khalid's funny. X)

ahhh we had assembly today. been so long since we had one cuz today no supp classes. hehs. well it was laughter as usual. X) den went j8 eat LJS wit deb we saw andrea and gang again. always de lor. lols. and then me and deb went to the library to mug. eh re-phrase tt. I mugged. she do 2 question she dun wan do le. zzz. and we saw sherlyn tere. lols. aiyah. den 5+ deb had to go so i went home too but mugged downstairs instead accompanied by my soft drink, mp3 and occasional toddler shrieks. XD aye, kids are so cute. XD XD XD

aye. stupid kenzi. he told me abt jet's concert. abt he having tickets. provoke me le, nvm okay. cuz e tix r ex mahh so i didnt go. AND TODAY I FOUND OUT HE HAD AN EXTRA TICKET AND IT WASNT USED AND LEFT LIDDAT. D: goodness. i nearly died. sighs. grrrrrrr. and OH NO!! campus superstar shawn out!! X( i dont wanna watch le. i tink he sing the nicest luh. sighs. oh well.

oh. o's chinese oral exam coming. the jitters aint coming yet. it'll come soon. and AHHHH. mdm parimala said today "o's in 17 weeks time" i felt another huge rock pile on me. zzz. she did tt early in the morning lor. zzz. and then said "prelims on 22 aug" and i covered my ears. lols. i wanted to so badly. zzz. sighs. dum-dee-dum.

geez. pohyingting. that stupid quiz you gave me its niggling @ e back of my mind okay. HUMPFX. its nt true!!! *huffs* not not not not not true. so there. X(

aye, i saw so many things i like yst and today luh!! tere was this necklace @ mini toons i love so much!! its so so so sweet okay. X) its those kinda shadow of a boy and a girl and e girl "qiao" her leg up a little and kissed e boy. awwwwws. debbielim agreed it was nice too. X) and there was this necklace i saw @ those cart shops too rly cool. its a lock tt's heart shape, with a key. those long kinda necklace. and out of curiosity i asked hoqiying to try if the key could open the lock. AND IT COULD. how cool is tt. X) and there was this music note necklace too. in silver, gold or pink. me and deb agreed pink was the nicest. X) and oh man. clothes. shoes. clothes. shoes. a girl can never get enough. X) i shall save like mad and buy before the GST GOES UP. *sighs.* oh well.

ahhh. shall stop here. so much hw waiting for me. X( and its late and my mum was giving me The Evil Eye. hehs. X)

tomoro's gonna be a long long day. bt aye. the thought of you'll get me thru. X)

=jinghui=

Labels: and i love you so; dont let me go.

aye. im sneaking online agn. hehs. well. 1st thing 1st. i tink everyone around me is COLD-HEARTED. yst party of 10 watch fantastic four, onli i cried. all right, its okay party of 10 nobody cried. but i asked around today in school.... NOBODY CRIED. X geez. i mean. it was so sad mahh!!! e part jessica alba was so sad her wedding was in chaos. and the part she saved the silver surfer and died and the way ioan gruffudd held her in his arms... i mean GOODNESS. it was so damn heartwrenching can??!! @_@ you ppl are mean. lols.

uhhhh. first day of term 3. what can i say? it was laughter, laughter and MORE mad laughter. i couldnt help bt tune into 98.7fm on the way to school on the bus. AND I SNIGGERED TO MYSELF on e bus. i couldnt help it. it was rly rly hilarious la!! lols. they way they made fun of each other and stuff was rly funny. the muttons aye. and god. "tickle your muttons" or whatever was so damn funny okay. it was a joke tt was so lame it was so hilarious. LOLS. XD it made my day. i was DAMN high. and went to school, me and yee see each other we laugh and laugh. lols. well, yee. dont forget e grapes i eat is frm australia and yours from india. lols. and grapes are not a curse lah its a blessing. LOLS.

ahh. and me and hojiaxin annoy yee when we sing the umbrella song. LOLS. i tink it's hilarious. "under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh, under my umbrella.." lols. and yee was so annoyed. i told theo to sing tt wen she wants to annoy yee. and yee, CONFIDENTLY, said "theo wouldnt sing lah." and surprise, surprise, theo did later in the day. LOLS. it was funny listening to theo sing. XD XD XD and thereafter we started singing and i was reminded of tt SUPER ANNOYING OH-MY-GOODNESS song. tt "circle circle dot dot" crap. and hojiaxin knew how to sing it. LOLS. and tt SUPER PERVERTIC SONG. hojiaxin knows it too. lols. aye, she is notorious for being sick. lols.

ahhhh. the whole day jus passed liddat luh. oh and stupid ngyiming sang tt gross "hey dillah lah" or whatever song. I HATE IT. sorry to those who like it but really. i hate it. UGH. its one of those songs tt stick in your mind and no matter how u wanna get rid of e tune it makes itself comfortable and STAYS. UGH. and pohyingting gave me a small quiz. and choy, it isnt true okay!!! I SHANT BE SUPERSTITIOUS. no. i shant. sheesh. touchwood.

aye. after school me, deb, bao and qy went j8 to eat KFC. i had e miso whatever and i REGRET. it makes your hand stink like hell. and i dont tink its nice. it tastes weird to me. oh well. sighs. and debbie lim SPILLED HER PEPSI ON MY ENTIRE TRAY. she drowned my TOMATO KETCHUP. and MY SERVIETTES. it was damn gross okay. sheesh. AND WE SAW ADRIANO. XD ayes, deb was the cool and calm one. lols. and then bao and qy went to mac to get ice cream cone. they CLAIMED they jus wanna eat. oh please, more like they wanna look @ adriano. lols.

uhhh. then we walked around more lor. shopping. X) and AHHHH. we walked past ocean's 13 movie poster. and i nearly died seeing matt damon. he's HOT. XD and everyone agreed before a voice said "BRAD PITT'S HOTTER." it was debbie lim. me bao and qy glared all right. XD really. he's hot but a big fat MEANIE. X( cuz he broke jennifer aniston's heart. aye, debbie lim you can have him for all you want. lols. ah. so many bdaes coming and i saw so many things i like. geez. oh well. i shall save. aye, ppl, dont roll your eyes like tt. lols.

aye. and wen i reached home i look @ my hp [i dont bring to sch one] and i saw one msg. so i opened and IT WAS A DISGUSTING PORN MSG. -.-" goodness gracious me, i tink ppl send wrong la. god. whats wit ppl nowadays. sighs. hojiaxin, are u sure it wasnt you who sent tt? lols.

okay. gotta run. before my mum comes home. and TONS OF HOMEWORK BECKONING ME. goodness. i feel like throwing them out of the window. stupid qing shi huang. WHY DIDNT HE BURN ALL THE BOOKS UHH. careless man.

=jinghui=

Labels: all points one direction.

woah. time sure flies, esp. if its the last few days. of e holidays tt is. X) uhh. tere's too much to blog abt. and i dont have time. cuz i wanna sleep early. goodness. i dunno if i can wake up tml luh. lols.

today party of ten went out!!! XD i mean, after four years? it was a little awkward i guess. bt we had fun. X) we went lido to watch.... FANTASTIC FOUR. i laughed @ shiyan. and i myself watched e show. lols. majority won. i voted for ocean's 13 though. matt damon. ahhh. lols. and today we pretty much stoned, walk around aimlessly. really. big grp mahh. lols. only wanling and elisa din go X( sighs. anyway. thing was obsessed abt taking photos. rly. lols. and wow. ever heard of getting paid S$100 jus for letting someone cut your hair? i dont. and nette h gt a 100 bucks. bt her hair.... lols. rly. i dont mind though. heh.

uhhh. well. today passed in a breeze. rly. it was jus laughter laughter and more laughter. and OH. i saw tis baby/toddler abt 1yr old... he was so adorable!!! he kept grinning at me and lightly poking me. and yenlin was like "oh, you better be careful. he has a crush on you." and nette m however, differ. she was like "i bet you wanna kidnap him." lols. oh well. after dinner we ge zou ge de le. and we made a pact to meet agn after o's. X)

ah. i wanna blog abt 98.7FM. lols. i cant stand it le. THEY ARE HILARIOUS. and me and yee can both testify tt. lols. esp. "TV say say say..." every morning. they DONT MAKE SENSE @ ALL, bt it's rly funny. lols. these two are the funniest so far among the ones i heard.

1. dont judge a man by his cover. get his shoes, walk a mile, and then judge. so that you can judge him a mile away, AND get his shoes.

-.-" sth liddat. and me and yee heard it during maths class and we burst out laughing. thereafter was the MEMORY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ crap. and we laughed harder. lols. here's e second one.

2.there are 3 kinds of ppl in this world. those who can count, and those who cant.

it doesnt make sense bt it jus makes me laugh. lols. and some SQUEAL OR NO SQUEAL thing. it was so funny luh. and there was this listener she muttered "rihanna by umbrella." OH MAN. thank goodness i was @ home wen i heard it. i laughed out loud la. lols.

well. i tink only yee'd be laughing @ what i typed. cuz she understands. lols. today's 98.7 top 20 was hilarious too. dan and yang i tink. lols.

"big girls dont cry."
"yah, they whine"
(chortles, imitates girls' whining)
"eh, if we could determine the frequency of whines, we can invent sth tt guys can use and tune to tt frequency and block out all tt irritating whining and all you can hear is..."
(insert midnight silence with a little cicada sounds)
"yeah! tt'd be so cool!"

lols. i mean, really. it was jus an ad i tink bt i laughed like mad. lols. ahhh.

oh dear. SCHOOL'S TOMORO agn. goodness. one mth jus flew like tt. X( and goodness gracious me, it was so ironical. i tuned in to radio and i heard "HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS". geez. lols.

and oh. yee, you made me think of tt disgusting brainy stuff 1st okay. lols. goodness. and he's a JERK. rly, i shall brainwash you. LITERALLY.

=jinghui=

Labels: 船到桥头自然直. tell me abt it.

ah. today's chem day. chem all day long. zzz. electrolysis. redox. mole calculations. geez. im gg bonkers.

add a little more probs. now i'm going insane. i cant stop tinking and its pissing me off. big time. ugh. and im nt e only one who said so. and SOMEHOW, its pissing me off further. add a little melancholy. and other probs. you get one bonker, insane, pissed off, melancholy hengjinghui. sheesh.

and goodness. 23rd's coming and its all nt confirmed. -.-" sighs. god, im stil aching like bloody hell luh. and there goes my hopes of CO. ugh. whatever. DSA in aj thru bmt... den in lor. e most suffer for 2 yrs. if cant, den i'll make sure i go in academically. HA. den i can go CO. *haughty huff*

oh, and has anyone ever told u guys screaming into your pillow helps? i can testify that. it really makes you feel a hell lot better thereafter.

=jinghui=

Labels: bloody pissed off.

EHHHH. dont everyday blog jiu she zhe yang. im kinda lost on what to update. lols. okay. tuesday. which was yst. it was maths-y day! god. msyeo e maths @ 1pm, den went j8 buy FOOD. woah, i tell you i was freaking hungry. XD poh was used to me eating alot so she was damn nonchalent. lols. i walked around so many rounds. i dunno wat 2 eat. lols. and poor poh had to follow me. X) thanks dude. i hope you "jie wei" alrdy. and u noe what i mean dude. hehs. your one week.....XD. anyway. i bought old chang kee gyoza and ehhh. how do u spell tt.... tt octopus ball thing. lols. sounds so damn wrong. aiyah im nt a fan of it so shrugs. X)

and then we headed to poh's hse. her sis bf teach a maths. nt bad. @ least i can understand. lols. and then i took bus home. i saw tch pauline luhh. my piano tch, tt is. and she finally gave me my present from hongkong. lols. bad badtz maru ruler; it is so damn cute okay!! XD okay. den i reach home den.. usual stuff. i shant blog.

TODAY WAS A BIG DAY. i went for sch training. bmt, tt is. i met shiyan @ e bus stop. lols. and duh, we went to school together. good luck for your sailing, dude. X) well after training 11-2.30pm i've gt tuition. den i went for AJC bmt dsa trial. god, im reminded of the nightmares of bmt. im aching frm head to toe. it rly hurts man. im having second tots. zzz. i wanna try CO lehh. ali gonna go wit me, she and her gao hu. eh. or is it er hu? lols. dunno lah. i hope they provide a guzheng. i dun wanna drag mine tere. LOLS. aiyah. this is life eh. i hate paths like this. they make you pick. both lead to smwhere unsure, and you dunno the end results. sighs. god. dunno lahh. X(

okay. my hand hurts. it hurts typing even. i shall stop here. zzz.

AH GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME. i stil nid 2 play e piano. D:

=jinghui=

Labels: please tell me it isnt about me.

phew. yesterday was... tiring? the day flew past luh. X) i onli gt 2 see 2 of my darling cousins before i had to leave my grandma hse. sighs. oh well. me and yee met in sch; bing and poh went straight to esplanade. as for theo.... she's probably @ home lazing. she didnt wanna go. anyway. yee has this magical ability of making me laugh despite being in different parts of singapore miles away. XD and yes, i bet i looked damn stupid laughing to myself on e train cuz there was this uncle who gave me the are-you-mad-if-you-are-i-dont-wanna-stand-here look. and i sniggered to myself again. lols.

and so, we met in school. yee was @ the school gate. i was walking towards it. and we're stil msging and i couldnt help it and i burst out laughing so damn loudly and started running towards the gate and the old woman walking towards me gt a shock. lols.

yee: alight? you mean get off the bus?
jing: no. i jus flew onto the bus.
yee: oh god hengjinghui i jus saw HIM!
jing: okay. im coming to your rescue now. fly fly fly.

really. i couldnt help bt burst out laughing la. she see me she burst out laughing also. it was kinda good finally able to let that supressed for oh-so-long laughter [abt an hour] man. without being stupid and laughing to myself. relief. lols. and yes, we were really high. i figured. late afternoons and nights is the high time man. lols. and we went into school and saw ms mok giving that stressed look. lols. and we saw shiyan, weiI, nicholas, kyna, liling, mel and pat. tts all for our class. the rest of them went to the play! symphony or the other CO kinda one. oh, and sinfonia had a show on sat; we were watching the second one. which was better, since less ppl. hehs. anyway. we sorted the tickets and went onto the bus. i was rly excited luh. cuz its the 1st time im watching a show @ esplanade. i had rly high hopes. [and yes, they were kinda dashed.] and we took photos of the tickets and stuff. and i let her listen to fergie's "big girls don't cry". im so addicted to that song. and she was kinda down after tt but god. with me around, she'll never be down. XD

the bus ride was insane. SO many hilarious stuff happened luh!! XD the bus stopped @ one traffic light and tere was this guy crossing the road and using his hp. i dunno why bt he jumped and looked horrified at the bus. me and yee sitting in front row SAW and we burst out laughing. lols. it was so damn hilarious la. XD and once our laughing is triggered every small thing makes us laugh. im laughing to myself now @ home also la. lols. that 4 $$$$ signs on the bus made us chortled too. and shiyan who was sitting behind said sth like "你的笑声很恐怖leh." in his china tone. lols. and duh. i glared. lols. and i asked how he was gg home. he stays vy near me mah. and i dunno why. maybe he interpreted i wrongly. he ask if wan him send me home. i gt a shock and i stunned. i saw yee smile @ e corner of my eye. and i tink he was kinda awkward too so he was like "oh, 我等一下要和 marcelo 看戏." and i nodded and me and yee started laughing again. lols.

oh and finally we reach esplanade! all of us went diff ways. me and yee decided to go to the river. and i ate my cupcorn. yum. she drank her canned drink. and its quite nice tere @ night. the fullerton hotel was beautiful. X) and then poh reached and we couldnt find her. she was like lost la. lols. and after much attempts we FINALLY saw each other. lols. and well we had 2 wait 4 bing and jus nice the concourse there gt a performance @ 7.30. we haf to be seated @ 7.45. so we watched. i was captivated. there was tis woman singing and the guy playing the grand piano. the theme was: MEN.

"men we love. men we hate. men we love to hate. men we hate to love." wen she said this in her opening speech me and yee eyed one another. lols. the songs she sang was all from musicals: miss saigon, the king and i, phantom of the opera and stuff liddat. i onli managed 2 hear two. and it was wonderful. i loved the second song! sighs.

okay. sinfonia eroica. it was... all right? the plot was too complicated. poh gt fed up and said: AIYAH, ABOUT SEDUCTION LAH. lols. and we left it tere. and well, it was supposed 2 be a dance. bt their dancing sucked. i mean, no link can? actually. spoilt by 2 of their dancers. oh well. some parts was like" uhh...." luh. one part the dancer struggled with her clothes for v. long. i wondered if it was part of e show. lols. and all that rolling around.. -.-" and initially it was rather boring bt near the end it was SO HILARIOUS. poh din find it funny though. lols. anyway. wen it ended the clapping was like.. exaggerating la? nearly 5 mins nonstop lor. lols.

after tt me poh and yee took the train home. and tts all. i reached home @ 10pm+ luh. and thats all for yst. X)

today i dunno lehs. sighs. im stil feeling down. he's stil ignoring me. ignoring ignoring ignoring. sighs.

and yee. dude, cheer up all right? *big big hugs*.

=jinghui=



OH. one more thing. an apology to charlie!!! i keep forgetting to edit post say happy bdae SO, this post is all for you kor!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! 13june as well uhh. X)

=jinghui=

today's a good day. =) it's daddy's day!! and my fav grandma's bdae. my parents went out w/o me 1st cuz im stil busy doing my makeup. lols. daddy wanted 2 sing so we're gg kbox, then my grandma hse. X) and then @ 6pm i'm gg back to sch. its ARTS DAY!!! we're gonna go esplanade to watch sinfonia eroica [asian premiere]. how cool is that? =) and everyone's gg mad abt what to wear. yee shall wear her "shirt and jeans lor. they left us wit so little choice." for all she wants. im gonna wear skirt. HAH.

day 3 he's ignoring me. day 4 if you count 14 june. sighs. is it that hard to use tt websms to jus tell me he's nt ignoring me uh. online he doesnt talk 2 me either. tell me about it man. and debbie lim, what you said aint making sense cuz you contradict. X geez.

gotta run.

=jinghui=

Labels: why arent you talking to me. X(

im so sad. depressed. melancholy. nth's gg right. @ all. day 3 he's ignoring me. and it's killing me inside. nth much to blog. had a tiff wit my mum again. i dont know how much longer i can take this. and from nw till o's r over i gotta sneak online. geez. sighs. and i've like gt 3 subs to catch up on? chem phy and a maths. oh sheesh. i rly hate them. a few more months and off i go happily into arts stream. X) econs, lit, geog/music. i've even gotten it planned out.

*crosses fingers* mr phua can help me appeal into AJC. opportunities onli knock once and i regret letting it go 2 weeks ago. or else i might alrdy be in AJ luh. sighs. oh well. study hard 1st. straight As to get into AJ. tough luck.

and the tears fell. i need you so badly now. to tell me everything's okay.

=jinghui=

it started out pretty melancholy today wit that HEAVY DOWNPOUR tt woke me up. sheesh. well i tot i was gonna be stuck @ home bt my mum asked me go out eat sakae wit her. XD so off we went. and oooh tere was tis few korean guys one of which his wife and son was tere was rly friendly. their toddler son was DAMN cute luh. X) he was so shy wen i waved and smile at him he gave tt baby shriek and covered his face and wriggled around. LOLS. and my mum was so amused she laughed til her face was so red. LOLS. oh well.

and then we went shoppin for a while. i bought a skirt and a shorts frm surfer girl or whatever. flash and splash. SALES DISCOUNTS. i was so gleeful. lols. and duh so was my mum cuz she wasnt the one paying. tere goes my bdae money.

tts for today.. nth much.

one month grace period. u better nt let me down.

=jinghui=

Labels: best buds.

okay. i decided to type a new post instead. well geez. my mummy was scolding me early in the morning luh. sighs. well i shall start with yst. it was pretty fun. XD i had sch in the morning so reached home quite late. den i had 2 rush luh. LOLS. and debbie lim kept screaming into the phone. she BLUFF ME OKAY. "meet me @ kovan mrt station!" and i happily went AND I STARED @ THE BOARD. i was @ dhoby gaut. habourfront was a mere few stops. bt STUPID DEBBIELIM's waiting @ kovan w/o a phone whatsoever. I HAD TO GO LITERALLY FETCH HER LUH. lols. [dude, notice how everything's in caps. lols.] and well. i forgave her wit tt 爱心早餐. although it was like, 2pm? lols. and although it was... TINY. lols. and so, the 2 of us took e train 2 habourfront and spotted bao and chungs sitting on the floor looking around anxiously. lols. and i saw bao hugging a box of breadtalk and i eyed it suspiciously. she said it was cuz she and chung hungry. lols. i nodded my head though.

and so, finally, we were on our way! and guess who i saw. MY TWIN! with you-know-who, of cos. and it was kinda weird saying happy birthday to her and she saying to me in public screaming and stuff. lols. then we continued our journey. X) and took the bus to sentosa. lols. in was SILENT in the bus can. and debbielim offered all of us sweets and it was REALLY funny. all of us were struggling with the sweet wrappers and it was damn loud. and we couldnt help laughing out loud horrendously. lols. i bet everyone was frowning. although the couple beside us was tearing the map i dont know why. and limseowhwee went "OH NO WE DONT HAVE A MAP!!!!!" the rest of us were like -.-" lols. bao, you can officially be the aunty. lols.

and wen we reached we decided to get a bag of chips and 1.5l drink @ 7-11. and there was this woman blocking my way. and she turned. and she stared @ me. and i stared at her. "JING?!" "THING?!" yeah. literally. we were staring with our eyes huge in bewilderment and jaw dropping. lols. we couldnt recognize each other luh!! god. lols. she was alrdy leaving. and i jus reached. lols. we rly nid 2 catch up on old times all right. X)

mmmm. then the 4 of us set off again wit a huge bag of ruffles and 1.5l green tea. we queued for the tram and bao suddenly went "oooohhhhhhh!!! i think the sell tickets tere gt MAP!" and she squatted and ran out. and all of us stared @ her in disbelief. lols. well she did come back wit a map. and was happily in her element @ last. i bet she does well in geog map reading man. LOLS. all of us left the job to her and SHE DID IT WELL. XD she brought us to the right place all right. lols.

WOOHOO! and finally, we were @ SILOSO BEACH! and it wasnt the beach tt caught all our attention. there was this HUGE HUGE grp of guys. and debbielim's jaw dropped 6 feet i tell you. lols. they were like making a huge ring and seem 2 be fighting luh. =.= lols. and to make debbielim happy we sat pretty near them. and woots! out come my beach mat and it managed to accomodate all four of us. XD and then i was more interested in what's inside the breadtalk box unlike debbielim. and debbielim's back was facing me and facing THEM. i've gt a photo to prove it. lols. and woohoo! i was right!!! it was CAKES. two small ones, bt it's the tot tt counts. X) poor bao, she was trying so hard 2 light the candles. LOLS. we gave up so it was like imaginary flame tt i had 2 blow out. lols. we RUSHED thru the bdae song cuz it was kinda embarrassing. lols. and we ate the cake. =D meanwhile, bao was blowing desperately into her winnie the pooh beach ball and it was quite amusing. lols. and they started to play beach ball while i refused 2 go till i finished my cake. XD and their futile attempts made me laugh thru mouthful of cake. lols. i joined them thereafter and i wasnt much better. lols. bt i suggested playing "monkey" instead and everything was better. lols. we went crazy. lols. it was rly tiring lah, running on sand. bt FUN. X) and debbielim once agn LIED TO ME. "TEABREAK!!!" and i happily yay-ed before the HUGE BALL whacked me in the face. =.=" i turned and glared. and got back at her. and duh, i ran. lols.

well we were all damn tired after tt. so it was rly teabreak. we ate our ruffles and had our green tea. XD bt we had fun wit the waves gently lapping @ our feet and taking photos. XD and then all of a sudden that huge grp of guys came running towards the water. me deb and chungs ran for cover. bao seemed oblivious lah. lols. bt oh, then we realised tt huge grp of guys it was actually sm1's bdae. and CRAZY DEBBIE ask me go make fren wit the one who have same bdae as me. -.-" lols. then i happily suggested building a sandCASTLE. what came out was... more of like a volcano. LOLS. cos we dont haf pails and stuff. i was so tempted to borrow from tt little girl near us. bt it'd be kinda weird uhh. "erm, can you lend me ur pails and spade cuz i, sweet 16, wanna build a sandcastle." LOLS. anyway. it ended up as a place to bury our feet in. they said it was SHUANG bt it was so itchy wen debbie lim helped me lah. lols. i ran to bao who was alone in the water instead of being tortured. and debbie TSKED me cuz i destroyed her hardwork. lols. it was then me and bao realise we had cuts. X( i had one on my wrist tt made me look as though i slit my wrists la. so gross. and bao had one on her knee. oh well. IT HURTS BIG TIME. X( geez. anyway. by then I WAS REALLY HIGH. lols. and i suggested we try being models for a few shots. like kicking the sand or jumping and stuff. and it was really fun. lols. so many NG shots la. lols. the outcome was quite cool though. XD I LOVE BAO'S CAM CAN. so cool!! X geez. hohum.

okay. i was the only high one by then we were all done. lols. all 3 of them were sitting on the mat literally stoning, while i happily ran around, smiling and waving at little kids, writing four of our names in the sand so many many times. XD and then debbielim shouted sth and everyone turned and look.

A RAINBOW. starting from one of the small islands. oh my it was beautiful.. cuz it slightly drizzled and stop ma. and all 4 of us were admiring nature. it was really beautiful. i bet bao was the happiest. since she loves rainbows. X) and so, i made bao ran nearer to the rainbow wit me 2 take photos. cuz our cams zoomed to max stil cant really see. and WHOO! was it fun. XD we saw 3 guys who swam to another small island luh and i found it so amusing. like STRANDED. lols. and ooooh!! tere was 2 angmo kids REALLY REALLY cute. jus felt like hugging them lah. i din though. i dun wan them screaming or sth. lols. anyway. we managed to take photos of the rainbow till it disappeared. no wonder they always said beutiful things last only for a while.

and me and bao headed back then. lols. and i started playing by myself again. [as quoted by bao. lols.] and while i was happily writing in the sand again, SOMEONE CAME AND DESROYED IT. guess who? debbie lim of cuz! lols. "smth tht fats destroyed thn u screamed." tts what limseowhwee said. lols. and i made deb make it nice again and she demanded 10bucks. lols. and wen it was nice again i took a photo of it. X) oh and i was trying to write the date and i actually ASKED e 3 of them and they, in unison, shrieked "13 JUNE LAH HENGJINGHUI!" and i laughed la. lols. i cant believe i asked tt. lols. and then a helicopter flew by and ms oh-so-realistic said it was hers and its gonna fetch her home. i rolled my eyes and walked away. lols.

then chungs 吵着wan icecream. lols. and me and deb wanted to see sunset. so bao and chungs went 2 see B&J icecream. $4.50/scoop. lols. and me and deb werent much better. walked so far yet we dunno if tts sunset. cuz wen we came back it was still so bright. =.= dunno leh. i dunno how those ppl do it. nice, big sun setting right in front. geez. lols. then bao and chungs had to go home. X( so we said our goodbyes and it was down to me and deb. we stayed a little while longer before going as well to vivo to get our dinner. so we board the bus. X) and there was tis "debbie. debbie!" and oh, it was her neighbour which she once told me was cute and doreen said SUPER cute. i didnt sing the same tune lehh. -.-" oh well. the 2 guys gave us their seats. and it was so embarrassing. X oh well. and there was tis disgusting man kept looking @ me and deb. and wen we got down he followed us we freaked out la. and he asked how 2 go little india. i nearly slapped him. he think i stupid ah. SO DUMB. his fren alrdy walk 2wards e mrt. so i jus coldly pointed e direction and left. DEBBIELIM WAVED. i nearly whack her to reality. ugh. thank god he didnt follow anymore.

then we walked so long and finally found a place to eat. it was disgusting. chicken rice. deb was some fried wanton mee. gross. anyway. we went home after tt. and phew. what a day. X)

thats what happened yst. for now, i gotta go tuition. zzz.

that place held so many memories for me. a few mths back, it would have left me in tears. bt nw, it was memories so sweet it brought a smile to my face. cuz i know that once, i had a love so deep. and although it wasnt meant to be, it'll always be in my memory. i'll never regret.

ps: happy birthday, debbie lim!! X)

=jinghui=

Labels: im disgusted.

its 11.48pm now i tink. according to my living room clock, that is. TODAY WAS TIRING AND FUN. XD and geez. my mummy's asking me to go lalaland. i shall edit this post. tomoro. =)

=jinghui=

oooh. i jus realised e time was wrong tt why yst's post was 11june wen in fact it was 12th yst. XD ITS 13 JUNE TODAY!! =D and im finally sweet, sweet 16. i feel so blessed; my hp was gg mad wit the msgs flooding in. X) bt tere was a few no. i dunno whose luh. i shall msg them ltr wen i topup my annoying pre-paid card. Lii, thanks. you were e 1st one to wish me happy bdae. XD muji, yes, i shall watch NC-16 shows wit u soon! X) ehh.. bt i usually go in they also nvr check leh? HEHS .sherlyn, one stone kill 2 birds uhh. "jing and theo." lols. =D meanie, ur msg was BIG AND BLINKING. it was all in caps luh. lols. =D thing, xian, thanks! yeah i'll have fun. WEN ARE WE GG OUT UH THE 9 OF US? lols. how abt national day. lols. since xian nt free rite? zzz. poh, im sorry dude bt you're e 9th. =.=" lols. *hugs* nette; you're e only one who actually typed a bdae song. lols. love you tons too. who said friends weren't forever? =) now who's gonna object tt i'm nt blessed? X)

and i miss you so much. i feel so bad okay. your hp... zzz. sighs. its okay luhh presents can wait mahh. X) 你的肯定承诺就足够了。for what's worth; im waiting. bt geez. you cant be so 随便 luh.X you're supposed 2 put sth like "i'm waiting." or "wait for me; i'll be back to sweep you off your feet soon." mahh. and nt "不想多说。 该说的早已说完了。how you want to see it its up to you; totally". D: oh well.. bt i noe you're sorta feeling under the weather wit all that stress uhh. X( and frenster where gt need pending approval 的嘛... X ah sheesh. i miss you so damn much. 153 more days. *squeezes my eyes shut*

i shall blog agn wen i reach home say.. @ nite? there's SCHOOL @ 10am. geez. and den i gotta rush back home and rush out to meet bao, meanie and deb. @ habourfront. *crosses fingers it doesnt rain today. though i saw the weather forecast and it says............................ X( and im supposed 2 bring my DISNEY mat, bao her BEACH BALL and CHERYL CHUNG her board game====> MONOPOLY. lols. she never cease to amaze me. and deb... aiyah. she bring her EYES can alrdy. hor, debbie lim? lols.

oh and hojiaxin jus msged to say happy bdae. X) we'll miss you and qiying. WHY DID U GUYS HAFTA GO HOLIDAYS luh. X( otherwise it'd be the six of us today. oh well. i shall go off to write debbielim's letter. and that equals to her bdae letter cuz her bdae's tml and it also equals to REMINISCING. now that time flew really so fast and four years passed without our knowing, those days will be forever eteched in my heart. god, those sec1 days were crazy. XD uhhh. then again. when was there a time we WEREN'T MAD? lols. today shall be one of the many days that we go bonkers. XD i shall say everything in the letter. X) and try to refresh my memory over the many many things that happened. X) and dude. in sec 1 i didn't 带坏 you and doreen okay. lols.

oh, and yee jus msged me. X) i'll be like seeing her in... an hour's time? lols. XD

lastly. HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO! dont be too smug that you're just FOUR hours older than me uhh. lols. *big hugs*

=jinghui=

Labels: wish you were here.

oh yeah. if you dont see your link up tere, tell me. i'll link you. and charlie kor, i shall post what you said here. "it's so jing hui". lols. and didi, whats that to mean uhh. "lols , the person who sae she hates html and all those craps have ablog hahahaaha". its the exact same thing u said. DONT DENY. lols. even the "a blog" is joined together. X)

ps: I HATE HTML. i took an entire damn afternoon to do tis. sheesh. lols. but oh my, am i proud of myself. =D *huge, gargantuan gleeful grin. XD

=jinghui=

Labels: im still waiting.

FINALLY. a new template, a whole new blog, AN ENTIRE YEAR LATER. XD one year. time rly flies. so much has changed. people. place. [stupid condo. they demolished the old playground, along wit my childhood memories. X(] me. well yeah, i've changed too. for the better or worse, i wouldnt know. damn it luh. the BIG O's this year. and well it seems like nth's going right. geez. i hope everything will be better after it man. IM DOING CHEM 25YS! X) im so shocked wit myself. lols. i told you i changed. well i decided to start bloggin again. cuz my diary's full. and i havent gt the time and money to find the PERFECT one. tis one has been following me thru since young luh. sighs. so well. i shall blog. so there. i had a REAL hard time choosing the template. so many choices. i was spoilt. i settled for this anyway. its so.. simple bt nice. so white bt yet the picture adds a touch of sophistication to it. =D plus. the entire theme suits me. bt really. i've nv heard of this song. Home, by Chris Daughtry. it gt me addicted though. another reason why i chose this template. X) the lyrics dont rly make sense though. D: and "I'd walk a thousand miles." i wanted to put Vanessa Carlton's "A Thousand Miles" luh. oh well. that'll hafta wait. that is, if i actually bothered abt HTML again. lols.

well. what can i say today? its kinda hard to update what happened within a year uhh.so many things happened, so much to say. well i've left him behind in my memory. tts all i can to the old posts. now that we've become frens its kinda ironical; we're both in troubles of our own. oh well. im waiting. for tt someone bt somehow everyone's telling me different things. he's pretty much ignoring me. i dont know luh.. i guess he has his reasons. but i need reassurance. i miss him. and i wonder if he's missing me too. and geez. im so lost. as in literally LOST. sighs. i mean he probably talk 2 them more than he does wit me luh. geez. *sulks. the irony. but oh man. debbielim's gonna kill me when she sees this. but im gonna wait. and yee's gonna shake her head in exasperation, i know. but really. the silly things we do for love.

today's a bad day. me and my frens [i.e, wu gong zu]were supposed to go out luh. end up everyone cant. down to me and yee. so we din go out since me and yee went out yst alrdy. oh well. all of a sudden my bdae dun seem much. sighs. i hope tml wil be a good day. i hope. geez. hojiaxin's gg for holiday luh. hoqiying's @ hols. so much for mine. oxford ought to change their defination of holiday.

oh great im starting to feel grumpy and moody again. and yee, you shld noe why. where's doreen when i nid her so badly. X(

ps: thanks yee. you're the best.

=jinghui=

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